Tresem se, slabe volje sem, pol sem 5 minut dobre volje, pa spet 10 minut bede...nevem zakaj ... a vse au pairke takšne trenutke dožvijo ko grejo čez lužo?
Bol ko študiram težje je...študiram kaj morem še use uzet s sabo, kaj morem vn dat iz kufra, kaj nej dam raj v ročno prtlago, kaj kaj kaj.... ufff...
Za 5 min me zmanka in zaspim. Zbudim se cela prešvicana z sanjami (ja dejansko sanjam v teh 5 minutah) da sem zamudila let. Pa ne kterkol. Tistga v Zurichu.
Gledam Tio (mojo kužo). Pogrešala jo bom. Pogrešala bom mojo postlo, naš kavč, mizo, kuhno, dnevno...ahhhh...
Dobro da sem si dala usaj par slik nardit da sem jih sabo uzela...
Nemorem verjet kak se trenutno tresem ko tole pišem. Nekak se ne morem sprostit. Usi pravjo wuhuuuuu u Ameriko greš noro noro noro...JAAAAA JE NORO NORO NORO in ni mi žau niti za sekundo sam teško je it. Teško je svoji glavi razložit da bo noro, da me nima bit česa strah. Sam sej veš...živiš čist pri nekih tujih ljudeh in čuvaš tuje otroke in to daaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaleč stran od doma. Morem rečt....ni me strah da nebi blo kul al pa kej...strah me je rečt adijo...sicer pa nebo adijo ampak se vidmo kasnej...ampak nevem nekak ne znam razložit občutka sam hočem o tem pisat.
Kdor je to že naredu me razume. Vesela in žalostna skupi.
Jutr gremo še zadnič mal vn, da vidmo kak bo, da se še mal vidmo in podružmo...pogrešala bom usazga posebi...USAZGA !
Ohh ja upam da gre vam punce k tut grete enako....
Glihkar si hočem prpravit še vse kar še nism spakirala : ON ARRIVAL AT THE AIRPORT IN THE USA papir, letalsko karto, DS2019 obrazec, šal, kapo, škorne, pretvornik za vtikač, podaljšk, nakit, makeup....ohhh tolk stvari še...
Sej bo sej bo :)
Če ma kdo kakšno uprašanje bom vesela kakršnga koli uprašanja :)
Držte pesti zame da mi rata !
I am lying on my bed and i am doing nothing. I am looking at walls. I am looking at cards I've got. I am looking out of my window. I am thinking and thinking....I just don't get it. Only 2 more days...I can't believe.
I am shaking, I am in bad mood, than i am 5 min in a good mood, 10 minutes bad mood...I have no idea why...do you think all Au Pairs feel like that when they are going to USA?
More I am thinking harder it gets...I am thinking what i need to take with me, what I need to give out of my suitcase, what should i rather give in my hand luggage...what what what..ufff...
I fall asleep for 5 minutes. I woke up all sweaty and with dreams (yea I did have dream in that 5 minutes!), that I missed my flight. The flight in Zurich.
I am watching Tia (my dog). I will miss her. I will miss my bed, our couch, table, kitchen, livingroom...ahhhh
Good that i made some pictures from all of you that I will take with me...
I just can't believe how much I am shaking right now. I can't relax. Everybody says: wuhuuuu you are going to America great crazy super wow ! ....YEEEEEEEEEEES IT IS GREAT GREAT GREAT and I am not sorry for one second but it is hard to go. It is hard to explain to your head that everything will be fine, that you don't need to be afraid of anything. But you know...I will live with strange new people and I will take care of strange kids and that faaaaaaaaaaaaaaar from my home. I need to say...I am not afraid that I won't have fun or something...I am just afraid to say goodbye...it won't be a goodbye but a see you later...but somehow I can't explain my feelings I just want to write about it.
Anybody who did that understands me. I am happy and sad at the same time.
Tomorrow we go out for the last time, lets see how it will be. We will have some fun hanging out...I will miss each of you so much...EACH OF YOU !
Ohh yea...i hope other girls feel like i do...
Today I want to get ready everything I did not pack jet: ON ARRIVAL AT THE AIRPORT IN THE USA paper, fly ticket, DS2019 Visa Paper, scarf, hat, boots, energy converter, jewelry, makeup...ohhh so many things...
It will be ok it will be ok...
If anybody has any questions i will be happy to answer them.
Finger crossed that I wil be ok...
moji novi otročki/my new kids :)
al mi je kr na jok pršl.
OdgovoriIzbrišidrš se sabrinca radi te mamo:)
Ne se jokat :) Če se bo kdo se bom jst ;) zrihti si skype ! rtm2*
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